Twenty Years Later...
morning plea Good morning, God, whoever you are. My heart offers welcome. I sense your calming, caring presence as this stiff, aging body stretches tentatively into the day. From the news on NPR to the sounds of chanting from a cherished CD, from the whisper of the comforting hear to the songs of the towhee and robin and wren outside my window, my world is filled with signs of life and living, even in the midst of memories of the dear departed which accopany me during these February days, death relentlessly stalking my mind and heart. Comfort this one small person today, Grandfather God. As I crawl into your lap, caress my tear-stained face with your tender hands and hold me close for just a little while. Is that your dear voice I hear whispering, "Precious child, this, too, shall pass," in my ear? Twenty years ago today my eldest son died. Though much time has passed, I miss him still and remember, remember, remember... evening prayer With tear...